Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: We Used to Be Friends - Dandy Warhols

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Because I need to post more than twice in a month. Blogger cannot become vanquished. Will not.

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Still haven't written LAW essay. I am so...fug. I am just so unhappy at the moment that it goes beyond writing an essay or any other spiritual misgiving. I just need to be...different and change myself from what I am now. I am not doing what I want, I'm not happy at all about my situation or the people around me or the way I am. I hate what holds me back and I hate what I'm doing now instead of actually doing my work. I hate that I can't understand or stop myself from doing self-destructive things to myself. It just feels wrong but I keep doing it. If I don't do the essay now, I will be rushing it on Monday. If I eat another bit of food, I'm going to expand. Its just as hard to kick a coke or a ciggratte habit as it is to stop being the way I am, shy and introverted and constantly lying about myself. God, I feel so weak and sick and sad and just plain in the dumps. I really need a pick-me-up or something. I don't know what. Hopefully after exams...that is if I get through them first.

Dear god. Mergh. Okay, Law Essay first and Stats Assignment and then...then...

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Schnugged at 20:57 |

Current Mood: Distant
Current Music: My Skin - Natalie Merchant

Saw an Anna Nalick music video today. OMG. She went pop. It's always sad to see how the proud and indie, fall.

I'm the slow dying flower
In the frost killing hour
Sweet turning sour anduntouchable
Do you remember the way that you touched me before
All the trembling sweetness I loved and adored
Your face-saving promises whispered like prayers
I don't need them

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I am sick at the moment. Jeez. I've been getting sick quite regularely and I can't work out why. I've developed allergies and a tendency to launch into a coughing fit because of a mitre of dust. I'm disgusting. And this has to be the worst week for it. I've got a HUGE micro test in two days, and my HUGE law assignment due on that same day. Thank god, that's mostly done.

I promise you, I'm not the sickly kinda. I've very not...sickly. I never missed a day of school at school, and days off when I was sick, were days I just couldn't be bothered going to school. I even went to school on all those days I didn't really, like Swimming Sports and Aths etc. Which were ridiculous because my friends and I just sat around (minus Cathy and sometimes Carman) playing cards. Heh, that was fun. Except for Swimming, when it got claustrophic, hot and smelly. Same for Aths, only it was always really cold and I always got there really early.

*sniff* I need to go lie down again. I'm having constant headaches. Its hard to write and hold your head in pain as it threatens to burst open and spill its like two brain cells. Ow. Even sarcasm hurts.

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Got my new digital camera for $200. Yep. And its an Olympus. The one downside? It doesn't record with sound. Which is just a pot full of SHIT!

However, I took some amazing pictures over the weekend. There were some of the Bon Voyage party which is what I suddenly got sick over, and then also some of my beautiful neighborhood and of the always tempestuous Australian weather. Enjoy.


















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Meh. That's enough out of me. More when I'm better nd this week is over. Hopefully either CHarlie and the Chocolate factory or Redeye at teh end of the week. Oh and more life photos. Wee.

~ M.M.W ~
Schnugged at 16:52 |