This is not fair at all.

I don't mean to be unappreciative but everyone should know exactly what I'm talking about. And it just doesn't make me happy.

And now I have to pretend like I don't care, that it never happened, and that it doesn't ever matter.

Oh for fuck's sake. This sucks. I just can't forget who I'm talking to.

On the other hand, there's nothing like personal misery that draws two people together.

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Okay. I admit it because I can. I'm less miserable than I've pretended to be. But I'm more miserable than I let myself think I would be. And it doesn't make sense because I didn't really feel anything anyway.

This is just pathetic and stupid. And sucky. Yes, most definitely sucky.

Thank god, I don't have work this week.

Who thought that yet another part of my life would deflate in front of me?
Schnugged at 21:44 |